Faith.

You put too much hope towards human

And they end up disappointing you again

And all over again.

You put too much hope towards human

Your expectation turns up higher

And you become afraid

It might kill you.

You put too much hope towards human

One day they abandon that innocent hope

You are now left with no more hope to spare

And you might not trust anyone with that same kind of hope again.

You're helpless.
And hopeless.

Pour all your hopes and fears to Him.
You might fall.
You might be broken.
You might get frustrated.
You might be left.
Again and again.

But with that faith,
You will no longer be afraid
Of hoping.

Review: For One More Day.

Salam Jumaat!

Erm i don't think i've ever made any review on books i've read before.  But this book affects me a lot that i couldn't stop myself from sharing it with you people.

I used to read a book from the same author, Tuesdays with Morrie. Mitch Albom is the author. At the time my friend recommended Tuesdays with Morrie, that was when i already knew Mak was suffering from a cancer. This good friend of mine even emailed me the ebook version of Tuesdays with Morrie. Apparently that book is about Morrie who's dying and his student who came to visit him every Tuesday. I guess that friend of mine, he wanted me to be prepared. In a way. Nice friend he is.

So this time around, Mitch Albom again wrote a book of the dead. It is not a ghost story. It was about a son who got to spend a day with his mother who's already dead. Now you know why this book affects me so much.

It brings me a thought. If i were given a chance to spend a whole one day with my late mum, what would i do? What should we do? I know this is kinda nonsense and impossible you can never meet a person who has already long gone. But this book is no kidding. Mitch Albom has made me gone crazy in every way.

Know that there were so many times when our mothers stood up for us in so many ways but we have never reached to that much of times. This book caught me red-handed. Upon realizing that, i could never make them up - the times when i can stand up for Mak (again). And that hit me real hard. Real real hard.

That is why i wrote this review. I want you guys to have a taste of the bitterness i've been feeling inside. Let the book hit you harder than me. That way, you'll appreciate your mother even much. You'll please your parents even more. You'll stand up for them even more than they ever did to you in the past. Trust me.

How many stars? I'd give this book all the stars on the galaxy, no doubt. For its contents, moral value and lessons learnt. It's a book written by heart.

Have a good read! Xoxo

Unintended.

I'll be there as soon as i can

But i'm busy mending broken

Pieces of the love i had before.

Hi.

It has been approximately 6 months since Mak left.

5 months since i decided to live with dad instead of else where.

4 months since i first started to work as a salesperson with a Physics degree.

3 months since i gave Abah my first salary (and he almost revealed his manly tears in front of me).

2 months since i began to understand how life rules us.

A month since i found out how miserable life actually is, without a mom in a house.

I could feel it.

The times when i feel the most daughter-material.

Cooking meals whole-heartedly,

Doing things every daughter should do when their mom is not around.

And the times when i feel the most youngestestt daughter ever.

See? I even spell it most wrongest lol.

You know, how every youngest daughter is known for their manja-ness yang overdose.

And too lazy to do anything except going wild and free and misbehave.

I felt these two. At times.

So everytime the latter came in,

The yearning of having back someone that had been taken away from me for good, 

that feeling also came in.

As a package.

It was as if the world took the wrong one.

The God had probably mistaken some other person as my Mak.

And maybe now is the right time to correct thing up.

And return back Mak to us.

And that was before I realized that I am just too much.

And too less faith in Him, I was.

Tsk.

And that was way before I realized.

That I still have a father.

One who always take a good care of this youngest daughter of his.

That no matter what the world sees his daughter(s) as,

His eyes only see  the best thing they had ever seen.

Which is his children.

And I could never be more grateful.

For having the chance to please him.

Again and again.

Today and every day.

ABCDEFG

Sorry mengantuk. Zzz

Resepi: Sambal Hijau Paling Simple Di Dunia!

Assalamualaikum and hi!

Siapa sini suka gila makan sambal hijau meh angkat tangan! Hehe. Actually aku mula ketagih dengan sambal hijau ni sejak tahun lepas. Masatu ada promosi mi segera jenama Indomie. Pastu ada satu maggi Indomie ni nama dia Mi Goreng Cili Hijau. Sedappp gilaaaaa sampai aku paksa semua Geng Gagak untuk makan maggi cili hijau ni and end up diorang pun suka kecuali Azreen ceh.

So dari situ aku try buat sambal hijau sendiri tapi sebab rumah aku takde stok belacan so sambal hijau versi aku memang takde belacan and sangat simple dan mudah.

PINJAM GAMBAR GOOGLE SEBAB TAK SEMPAT AMIK GAMBAR SAMBAL SENDIRI DAH HABIS DAH SAMBALNYA HEHE

Bahan-bahan:

5 biji cili hijau besar

10 biji cili api

Bawang merah

Bawang putih

Ikan bilis

Bawang besar (hiris kasar)

Minyak masak

Garam

Gula

Ajinomoto

Perencah Secukup Rasa

Cara memasak:

Panaskan minyak dalam kuali. Masukkan cili hijau, cili api, bawang merah, bawang putih dan ikan bilis ke dalam kuali. Semua bahan-bahan di atas takpayah dipotong. Tumis je bulat bulat. Bila bawang dan cili dah bertukar warna, angkat dan toskan bahan-bahan yang ditumis tadi. Masukkan bahan-bahan tersebut dalam lesung batu dan ketuk sekuat hati sampai jiran kiri kanan punya rumah bergegar. Agak-agak dah lumat tu, masukkan semula bahan-bahan tadi dalam kuali yang ada minyak bersama api yang sederhana kecil. Kalau nak sambal tu berkuah, bolehlah tambah air (jangan banyak-banyak nanti tak power. Sikit je bagi nampak basah). Masukkan bawang besar, garam, sedikit gula, sedikit ajinomoto dan perencah secukup rasa. Kacau sampai sebati dan sambal hijau sedia untuk dinikmati! Selamat mencuba!

Tips and trick: Kalau nak buat dalam kuantiti yang banyak tapi takmau pedas sangat, lebihkan bawang dan ikan bilis.